Hello, world!

Round and round in circles we go....haha, who am I kidding?!?! There's no we, just me today! But that's just the way I like it sometimes. Quiet, gives me time to think. Sometimes when I'm alone I get bored and therefore by default catch up on stuff that I've left hanging during my more busy moments. And even if I don't actually get stuff done, I usually think about lots of stuff(haha, not the same thing, I know). Sometimes my thoughts are deeper than others. I have to say, though, they've been pretty deep today. Lately I've been plagued with thoughts of the future, brought on partly, I'm sure, by the fact that I'm so close to finishing school and therefore entering the "adult" world. And of course, there's the possible 800 mile move "home"(definitely a hard word to define) always looming in front of me. But yeah, thoughts of whether the direction I'm heading is the right direction. Thoughts which then lead me to wonder if there is really even a right direction? Because I can very honestly say that a stable job in the normal "adult" world that I mentioned earlier is definitely NOT what I long for. Haha, sometimes I think I'm just really abnormal, but I guess if that's true, then that's what makes me who I am, so I should embrace it, right?
I'm practical to a fault, that's my problem. It's almost funny. What I long for, I won't go into details about that today, is probably an unreliable life where I'm living creatively and doing the one thing I really love. But it's so in opposition of my practical side.



Whoa, didn't mean to get so deep today. It's only my first blog on here...I guess a more appropriate first blog would have introduced me and not my inner longings, lol. But, oh, well, just another example of my abnormalities, I guess. I've got a football game to go to...gotta get ready. Thanks for reading.